Nothing at all

Nothing at all
i suppose i wanted 2 believe
tht someone was very close 2 me
betrayed
thrown
rugged
mugged
my emotions die
now tht i shall c the world
a retrospect ....
an array
of thoughts flood through me
reality has swept through me
this illusion .....cost me a lot of pain
i have no solution
my trust dies here
wat is left are the bits
remaining of your tears
i can still see the flames
that remind me tht i have failed
my words to you
mean nothing
nothing at all
i can see so clearly .....
just a light
leading to darkness
a hallowed emotion
with no sight
i can see your face
through the bluuring visions
i can see your death
but emotions weigh nothing
Nothing at all

Beautiful Oblivion

Glimpses of fear
Fading life
Cruelty bestowed
Marching frights
Entrusted with misery
Betrayal bound
I lead alone
Waiting for darkness to over-drone
Spirits of never world
Fill me with your scent
Clad in thunder
Chills of the night
Darkness sets upon me
Like a cancer in plight

Yet waiting for destiny
To turn my life clause
Slaughter me
Or burn me
Through its cause
or
Take me to oblivion
Where I belong

Lost in Transition

An impure sky
dazed in arogance
the world leads in ignorance
thoughtls beauty
of th shimering star
along wid darknes
alone wid pain
sounds of prevrsion
tainted rain
showring the beauty
but fire in rain
a wilter of fear
sewn in darknes
lost in transition
i lay this way
atlast i am in solace
mind all sane
thoughtles
emotnless
fearless
faceless
i lay this way

Stolen Ressurection

Lay urself what I am
Sound in perversion
Mind in pain
Stolen from wind
Darkness wisps through my eyes
Hallowed emotion
Got to hurt
I have seen through your eyes
Beyond the disbelief
What are your plans
What r your faults
Tackled in disbelief
Sound buried down your throat
Unbound I lay now
Scourge of the earth
See the fire rise
Flames are raging high
Soon all will burn and die

To let your blood flow
To keep your dying soul
Your compassion fails me
Now my life prevails me
I bring you to your floor
Look into my face
Look into my eyes
Keep me from dying
Till I fall aside
World starts to crumble
Mind begins to blow
Now I get the feeling I have got to go
Deuces run wild
And
Keep the past from dying
I will resurrect
N keep live the demons
That ponder
inside

Glimpses of fear
Fading life
Cruelty bestowed
Marching frights
Entrusted with misery
Betrayal bound
I lead alone
Waiting for darkness to over-drone
Spirits of never world
Fill me with your scent
Clad in thunder
Chills of the night
Darkness sets upon me
Like a cancer in plight

Yet waiting for destiny
To turn my life clause
Slaughter me
Or burn me
Through its cause
or
Take me to oblivion
Where I belong

NOw!!! It all Ends

Burnt red sky
shinig the sun
fearing the darkness
the heartless emotions
i am in torment
i am in pain

but this is recreation
heavens r choking
hell is rising
take a bow 2 the new order
there is no return now

clouds strt burning
thorns start growing
wheres my life goin
now
hear the wisper of the wind
the sound of the dead
proclaming the storm
chirst-fire is out
nightbird screaming
numbers strted counting
the end is near
the night of the dead moon
with reapers carrying the cross
the devil bvearing the tomb of christ
inflames they cry ,.....

Completely Salvaged

Darkness creeps
Thought entwine
Like roots all vile
Betrayal sings
Emotions bind
But the world swirls

Blackouts in my mind
Nothing but darkness
Nothing but the truth
Breeds like a cancer
In the pain
Holocaust returns
Pestilence bound I lie in the pain
A pain of unforgiving lies
A pain of eternities
Lasting after I die
In oblivion I lie
In oblivion I shall b tainted
Silence …the pain
Now the only emotion
Not hearing any more
I lie disdained
Faithless sacrifices
Faithless pains
Now returns 2 the sovereign reign

World of ecstasy
With no creed I lie
Lust of power
Lust to vengeance
All forgotten
After the death
I live just for the craving

Craving of souls
Craving of truth
Immortal lies …
Immoral truth
Sub cortical dissection
I now die

Rain all red
Fire bound
Inconclusive the result
I take a dive
Dice rolled
Price cooed …
Yet the world seems
A smaller place

Entwined Truth

forgers of life
Fathers of pain
keepers of souls
diggers of graves

fathomin the game
i live my life
thru somethings insane
lifeless souls wander within
thoughtless emotions
takin wing
how come my life
is in such a shame

darkness peeks thru the dead mans grave
bak frm oblivion
i lie disdained
tortured senses
currupted mane
1 more time ..........betrayal sings

commitment hung
flowers all dead
forgotten the deeds
incomplete they stand
revenge......
a word ...never forgotten
reverence a word always mistaken
darkned by truth
both mixed with pain
i lie here like ...
corpse in mud
sand is thy destiny
dust is thy crave
mixed in them
u shall retrace

Un-named LInes

staring in cold eyes
my head begins 2 turn
thunder frost pouring down
no place 2 hide
down the black valley
a sword of destruction hangin round
tearing thru the sky
blood so vile ...
insane inside
waitin juss 2 die
1 more time
fearless souls ...
breach the sky
darkness bound
all left behind
hate
misery
will
n zine
feared souls breathin alive
tormented the brain

staring in cold eyes
my head begins 2 turn
thunder frost pouring down
no place 2 hide
down the black valley
a sword of destruction hangin round
tearing thru the sky
blood so vile ...
insane inside
waitin juss 2 die
1 more time
fearless souls ...
breach the sky
darkness bound
all left behind
hate
misery
will
n zine
feared souls breathin alive
tormented the brain

Pain in sorrows
gain this way
i live on the carcus
left by the pain
paralyzed in fear
raped by truth
i keep waitin
the saviour never arrives
black holes in my life
thn taking control
legacy of the lores
sorcery for survival
death another day
left alive for a purpose
i die yet another day

fulfillin the prophecy
i stand there alone
juss 2 disintegrate another day
with pickaxe in my hand
devouring the souls
like the tasty meat
of the mutilated soul
left alone 2 die
devouring 2 survie
waitin for another day juss 2 die

Pain in sorrows
gain this way
i live on the carcus
left by the pain
paralyzed in fear
raped by truth
i keep waitin
the saviour never arrives
black holes in my life
thn taking control
legacy of the lores
sorcery for survival
death another day
left alive for a purpose
i die yet another day

fulfillin the prophecy
i stand there alone
juss 2 disintegrate another day
with pickaxe in my hand
devouring the souls
like the tasty meat
of the mutilated soul
left alone 2 die
devouring 2 survie
waitin for another day juss 2 die

Get on ur knees ....
evertime of lust
death lingers
over the darkness unfound
hail
the darkness reigns
hail
the darkness breeds
everhing i touch
starts 2 rust
keep me far
coz eternity im gonna touch
now sell ur souls 2 the devil
keep me frm the mayhem
i am not goin 2 b defeted
thru every single day
thru every singe moment
the light burns
killing me frm inside
all i c noe
in a tube of ligt
is darkness
so give up ur insanity
n die once again

Live Through Pain

walking down the aisle ...
2 the land of the dead
the never-ending emotion
fillin up the blankness
is nothing but the pain
the red fire birns inside
with a golden spur it glows
with every sip of wine


red black sences
cover the vision
the pain re-arise
the heart left with no emotion
yet i stand beneath the sky
waiting for u

waiting in the darkness
with bullet treaded heart ...
loookin upon the dark sky...
thinkin u will smile bak
upon me one day
but waiting for tht day
i would be crumpled under the weight
of the everlasting lust....
the lust 2 need
the lust 2 breed
n lust 2 power


now noin ull neva return
i look on thy face
breaking all the barriers
i come 2 u
face 2 face

but whn i c u
all i c
is the same despair n greed

i sneer in my mind ..
leav u bound n untouched
laughing my way bak 2 oblivion
thts where i choose 2 reside
rather than live in a false...blood drenched world ...

Salvaged Desires........

Might of the Fear
Fear of the Might
Living in a dimension
Full of surprise
I now lay beneath the burning oblivion
Above the enchanted heaven
Watching the souls
Spiral their way
Through the mazes
Down to the last levels of hell
Somebody save me from the form
I have died enough
Now I want to live again
Waiting for that other chance
Where I could be pushed up
Where I could live again
One reason
One thought
Redeem myself from the past
Vengeance
Sorrow
Depression
Darkness
Just A part of my living youth
Born with the gift of sorrow
Died with the gift of unredeemed vengeance
Lay in a corner
Thoughts bound
Thinking nothing
But vengeance around
The timeless deaths
The lifeless creeds
Uncertain to resurrect
What now it breeds
Fortified solace
Salvaged thoughts
Resurrected now
I shall rot
Kill-fill …pay my share
Of vengeance undeclared