Monday, December 17, 2007

Nothing at all

Nothing at all
i suppose i wanted 2 believe
tht someone was very close 2 me
betrayed
thrown
rugged
mugged
my emotions die
now tht i shall c the world
a retrospect ....
an array
of thoughts flood through me
reality has swept through me
this illusion .....cost me a lot of pain
i have no solution
my trust dies here
wat is left are the bits
remaining of your tears
i can still see the flames
that remind me tht i have failed
my words to you
mean nothing
nothing at all
i can see so clearly .....
just a light
leading to darkness
a hallowed emotion
with no sight
i can see your face
through the bluuring visions
i can see your death
but emotions weigh nothing
Nothing at all

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Beautiful Oblivion

Glimpses of fear
Fading life
Cruelty bestowed
Marching frights
Entrusted with misery
Betrayal bound
I lead alone
Waiting for darkness to over-drone
Spirits of never world
Fill me with your scent
Clad in thunder
Chills of the night
Darkness sets upon me
Like a cancer in plight

Yet waiting for destiny
To turn my life clause
Slaughter me
Or burn me
Through its cause
or
Take me to oblivion
Where I belong

Lost in Transition

An impure sky
dazed in arogance
the world leads in ignorance
thoughtls beauty
of th shimering star
along wid darknes
alone wid pain
sounds of prevrsion
tainted rain
showring the beauty
but fire in rain
a wilter of fear
sewn in darknes
lost in transition
i lay this way
atlast i am in solace
mind all sane
thoughtles
emotnless
fearless
faceless
i lay this way

Stolen Ressurection

Lay urself what I am
Sound in perversion
Mind in pain
Stolen from wind
Darkness wisps through my eyes
Hallowed emotion
Got to hurt
I have seen through your eyes
Beyond the disbelief
What are your plans
What r your faults
Tackled in disbelief
Sound buried down your throat
Unbound I lay now
Scourge of the earth
See the fire rise
Flames are raging high
Soon all will burn and die

To let your blood flow
To keep your dying soul
Your compassion fails me
Now my life prevails me
I bring you to your floor
Look into my face
Look into my eyes
Keep me from dying
Till I fall aside
World starts to crumble
Mind begins to blow
Now I get the feeling I have got to go
Deuces run wild
And
Keep the past from dying
I will resurrect
N keep live the demons
That ponder
inside

Glimpses of fear
Fading life
Cruelty bestowed
Marching frights
Entrusted with misery
Betrayal bound
I lead alone
Waiting for darkness to over-drone
Spirits of never world
Fill me with your scent
Clad in thunder
Chills of the night
Darkness sets upon me
Like a cancer in plight

Yet waiting for destiny
To turn my life clause
Slaughter me
Or burn me
Through its cause
or
Take me to oblivion
Where I belong

NOw!!! It all Ends

Burnt red sky
shinig the sun
fearing the darkness
the heartless emotions
i am in torment
i am in pain

but this is recreation
heavens r choking
hell is rising
take a bow 2 the new order
there is no return now

clouds strt burning
thorns start growing
wheres my life goin
now
hear the wisper of the wind
the sound of the dead
proclaming the storm
chirst-fire is out
nightbird screaming
numbers strted counting
the end is near
the night of the dead moon
with reapers carrying the cross
the devil bvearing the tomb of christ
inflames they cry ,.....

Completely Salvaged

Darkness creeps
Thought entwine
Like roots all vile
Betrayal sings
Emotions bind
But the world swirls

Blackouts in my mind
Nothing but darkness
Nothing but the truth
Breeds like a cancer
In the pain
Holocaust returns
Pestilence bound I lie in the pain
A pain of unforgiving lies
A pain of eternities
Lasting after I die
In oblivion I lie
In oblivion I shall b tainted
Silence …the pain
Now the only emotion
Not hearing any more
I lie disdained
Faithless sacrifices
Faithless pains
Now returns 2 the sovereign reign

World of ecstasy
With no creed I lie
Lust of power
Lust to vengeance
All forgotten
After the death
I live just for the craving

Craving of souls
Craving of truth
Immortal lies …
Immoral truth
Sub cortical dissection
I now die

Rain all red
Fire bound
Inconclusive the result
I take a dive
Dice rolled
Price cooed …
Yet the world seems
A smaller place

Entwined Truth

forgers of life
Fathers of pain
keepers of souls
diggers of graves

fathomin the game
i live my life
thru somethings insane
lifeless souls wander within
thoughtless emotions
takin wing
how come my life
is in such a shame

darkness peeks thru the dead mans grave
bak frm oblivion
i lie disdained
tortured senses
currupted mane
1 more time ..........betrayal sings

commitment hung
flowers all dead
forgotten the deeds
incomplete they stand
revenge......
a word ...never forgotten
reverence a word always mistaken
darkned by truth
both mixed with pain
i lie here like ...
corpse in mud
sand is thy destiny
dust is thy crave
mixed in them
u shall retrace

Un-named LInes

staring in cold eyes
my head begins 2 turn
thunder frost pouring down
no place 2 hide
down the black valley
a sword of destruction hangin round
tearing thru the sky
blood so vile ...
insane inside
waitin juss 2 die
1 more time
fearless souls ...
breach the sky
darkness bound
all left behind
hate
misery
will
n zine
feared souls breathin alive
tormented the brain

staring in cold eyes
my head begins 2 turn
thunder frost pouring down
no place 2 hide
down the black valley
a sword of destruction hangin round
tearing thru the sky
blood so vile ...
insane inside
waitin juss 2 die
1 more time
fearless souls ...
breach the sky
darkness bound
all left behind
hate
misery
will
n zine
feared souls breathin alive
tormented the brain



Pain in sorrows
gain this way
i live on the carcus
left by the pain
paralyzed in fear
raped by truth
i keep waitin
the saviour never arrives
black holes in my life
thn taking control
legacy of the lores
sorcery for survival
death another day
left alive for a purpose
i die yet another day

fulfillin the prophecy
i stand there alone
juss 2 disintegrate another day
with pickaxe in my hand
devouring the souls
like the tasty meat
of the mutilated soul
left alone 2 die
devouring 2 survie
waitin for another day juss 2 die

Pain in sorrows
gain this way
i live on the carcus
left by the pain
paralyzed in fear
raped by truth
i keep waitin
the saviour never arrives
black holes in my life
thn taking control
legacy of the lores
sorcery for survival
death another day
left alive for a purpose
i die yet another day

fulfillin the prophecy
i stand there alone
juss 2 disintegrate another day
with pickaxe in my hand
devouring the souls
like the tasty meat
of the mutilated soul
left alone 2 die
devouring 2 survie
waitin for another day juss 2 die

Get on ur knees ....
evertime of lust
death lingers
over the darkness unfound
hail
the darkness reigns
hail
the darkness breeds
everhing i touch
starts 2 rust
keep me far
coz eternity im gonna touch
now sell ur souls 2 the devil
keep me frm the mayhem
i am not goin 2 b defeted
thru every single day
thru every singe moment
the light burns
killing me frm inside
all i c noe
in a tube of ligt
is darkness
so give up ur insanity
n die once again


Saturday, December 15, 2007

Live Through Pain

walking down the aisle ...
2 the land of the dead
the never-ending emotion
fillin up the blankness
is nothing but the pain
the red fire birns inside
with a golden spur it glows
with every sip of wine


red black sences
cover the vision
the pain re-arise
the heart left with no emotion
yet i stand beneath the sky
waiting for u

waiting in the darkness
with bullet treaded heart ...
loookin upon the dark sky...
thinkin u will smile bak
upon me one day
but waiting for tht day
i would be crumpled under the weight
of the everlasting lust....
the lust 2 need
the lust 2 breed
n lust 2 power


now noin ull neva return
i look on thy face
breaking all the barriers
i come 2 u
face 2 face

but whn i c u
all i c
is the same despair n greed

i sneer in my mind ..
leav u bound n untouched
laughing my way bak 2 oblivion
thts where i choose 2 reside
rather than live in a false...blood drenched world ...



Thursday, December 6, 2007

Salvaged Desires........

Might of the Fear
Fear of the Might
Living in a dimension
Full of surprise
I now lay beneath the burning oblivion
Above the enchanted heaven
Watching the souls
Spiral their way
Through the mazes
Down to the last levels of hell
Somebody save me from the form
I have died enough
Now I want to live again
Waiting for that other chance
Where I could be pushed up
Where I could live again
One reason
One thought
Redeem myself from the past
Vengeance
Sorrow
Depression
Darkness
Just A part of my living youth
Born with the gift of sorrow
Died with the gift of unredeemed vengeance
Lay in a corner
Thoughts bound
Thinking nothing
But vengeance around
The timeless deaths
The lifeless creeds
Uncertain to resurrect
What now it breeds
Fortified solace
Salvaged thoughts
Resurrected now
I shall rot
Kill-fill …pay my share
Of vengeance undeclared

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Necrophagial !!!! ........

Sometimes meant 2 sizzle
Sometimes meant 2 rot
Yet these pieces of meat
I shall devote
To my stomach
Who has since a time had nothing but thy blood
Forever sold
Forever lost
Cannibalism
The only thought
Emotions
Endeavors
Motions
Rot
Yet this eternity is not enough 2 broth
Deep fried Ur lungs
Roasted Ur brain
Get Ur eyes out
Coz its gonna pain
All that was inflicted on me
All that was meant to be
Now it’s my turn to kill you
It’s my turn 2 kill
U shall c the wrath of the demon within
Dammed by skies
Fears arise
I strike emotions in the undead eyes
Shall necrophagism be my destiny?
May cannibalism be my taste?
Coz what they call me is necro insane

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

damnation of the world
fortification of the soul
rampent light
with the near flight
with a hallowing dispree
i watch into your eyes
fear fills its way
thousand cries for a thousand frights
i walk into thy creed
now i seem to noe
wat seems tru fades
wat u feel is hay
fear fight
the needles light
punctured with my blood
flowing out
i feel the life distanly fading away
solace bound i close my eyes
i feel the joy tht had gone away ....

Monday, November 19, 2007

Lost in Transition

An impure sky
dazed in arogance
the world leads in ignorance
thoughtls beauty
of th shimering star
along wid darknes
alone wid pain
sounds of prevrsion
tainted rain
showring the beauty
but fire in rain
a wilter of fear
sewn in darknes
lost in transition
i lay this way
atlast i am in solace
mind all sane
thoughtles
emotnless
fearless
faceless
i lay this way
Lay urself what I am
Sound in perversion
Mind in pain
Stolen from wind
Darkness wisps through my eyes
Hallowed emotion
Got to hurt
I have seen through your eyes
Beyond the disbelief
What are your plans
What r your faults
Tackled in disbelief
Sound buried down your throat
Unbound I lay now
Scourge of the earth
See the fire rise
Flames are raging high
Soon all will burn and die

To let your blood flow
To keep your dying soul
Your compassion fails me
Now my life prevails me
I bring you to your floor
Look into my face
Look into my eyes
Keep me from dying
Till I fall aside
World starts to crumble
Mind begins to blow
Now I get the feeling I have got to go
Deuces run wild
And
Keep the past from dying
I will resurrect
N keep live the demons
That ponder
inside

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Glimpses of fear
Fading life
Cruelty bestowed
Marching frights
Entrusted with misery
Betrayal bound
I lead alone
Waiting for darkness to over-drone
Spirits of never world
Fill me with your scent
Clad in thunder
Chills of the night
Darkness sets upon me
Like a cancer in plight

Yet waiting for destiny
To turn my life clause
Slaughter me
Or burn me
Through its cause
or
Take me to oblivion
Where I belong

Friday, October 26, 2007

this 1s 4 u fukin crazy world

 


Hell shall rise
darkness shall strike
strike weak hearts
rot fears aside
take th life
from this macabre world
no1 left from th wrath
waitin 4 hell to return & try
darkning the white cruel world
turning th back from th side
satan shall re-arise
strikin fear
war shall cry
so
die fukkin world
die

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Amber Eyes


In to your amber eyes I stare
Scurrying through my veins
The thoughts of despair
Thoughts of innocence
Killing me from within
Whose growing pride guides him from within
Such is the world I live in
And greets life with indifference
Flowing the drugs
Behind my eyes
Growing the pain
Standing from within
Waiting to tear out and kill what’s left of me
The mindless power
Blinding you
Through a timeless soul
Your blemishes must never fade like portraits where ink and skin meet
Dammed by the truth
Sinned by you
I wait in this shell
To emerge a black Perl
Taken from the eyes of the dead
Corpse heart still beats in me
Just for this once
I say
Kill me again
Kill me over with wat u fed me
I want to return to the darkness
Stare in the dark spaces
To just wait for a right time to rise
Raise hell in the heaven
Kill the angels
Who don’t believe in what they preach
The disease is forever
Still the gold fades
Now the reasons are lost with indifference
What vanity taints must be our parting gifts for now, for forever...



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Deranged Death
I have been here before
Cant say I liked it
The earth a big disgrace
The pain never subsides

The pain comes alive …..i die a little more
For all have sinned
Violators be damned for your desecration proud,
Standing with my face where I belong
Without a twitch
facing trials and oppression makes me strong.
Evil men walk in heaven through repentance,
good men sizzle through ignorance

Where were u when my soul was burnt
Where were you when I need you th most
and trust left me in a hole of unbelief
the sin of the cross n redemption
They have mindlessly chosen the path of social standards
The path of conformity, with the mark of eternal damnation

The six forewarning siren now runs
Waiting for me to die ..
A gastly horror streams down my face
Mutilated fucked
I lie in the cradle
Created by me for the vengence in me
For etrernity I shall live in damnation
Mistaking to forgive thy sins
There's no chance in oneman's fear
The damage's done your strenght's undone

I hear a million voices
Screaming voices of the undead
Messages of death I could understand
They reek intimidation, they reek retribution

Worthless to test this power
And feel the warth of fire
Senseless these acts of vengeance,
Will tear into your soul
Rage of inner strenght, to eat you from inside

The victory is Satan's but the battle is ours
We avenge you for centuries of rape, murder and theft
Behold the power of our killing machine
There'll be nothing but dust when the vultures have left

A shodow of my belief ...will stay on with me for eternity
like a dying being.....but never dead
Trapped in the oblivion of earth
eternity bound


Mutilated Holocaust

Born out of misery
Guardians of the night
Join in a battle
Bound for eternity

War cries havoc
Saints cry die
Damnation stuck on young girls pride

Silent cries of virgins touch the heart of night
Raped by deamons
under painful sights
blood n sperm
terror n chaos
filled in my head


free us frm this hell stamped on live
dark angels scream for vengence
in the dead shadow of the falling stars
moonlight ....witness to the tragic nights
wats bestowed on this tragic land
nothing to change the destiny of war
Lament of heroes reach the deep skies

Its now time
to wake up and die
die for wat u think is for your pride

now he rises
Savage killer merciless machine
butchering the victims watching them bleed
blood spray out of veins
goes into my eyes
flaming the anger rising in me

Savage
Butchery
Ravage
Ruthlessly
DIE

Rekindled gore obsess rend the weak
mutilate then kill consiously
Slit open crushed eyeballs dripping hanging from the sockets
Forced form deep within me to haunt you
forever headless a rotting corpse
recognition you are now beyond

An army of thousands i take
mutilate and leav them in the deep pits
blood wars over
i draw back
reside in the pits

Engulfed
Consumed
This pit
My doom

NOw!!! It all Ends


burnt red sky
shinig the sun
fearing the darkness
the heartless emotions
i am in torment
i am in pain

but this is recreation
heavens r choking
hell is rising
take a bow 2 the new order
there is no return now

clouds strt burning
thorns start growing
wheres my life goin
now
hear the wisper of the wind
the sound of the dead
proclaming the storm
chirst-fire is out
nightbird screaming
numbers strted counting
the end is near
the night of the dead moon
with reapers carrying the cross
the devil bvearing the tomb of christ
inflames they cry ,.....


Arch Enemy - We Will Rise
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

False Thoughtless World

falseness of the world
falseness of thought
layin in darkness
the truthless world falls
creepin upon me
the black pestilence in mind

thoughtless emotions carryin away
brought bak down by the falseness arreyed
targetin the sinners
on oblivion will thy fall
feeling the weight
of wats standing around


creepng back upon me the lusts of life
the power
the beauty
the beautiful outside
of wats there of the rotting inside
waitin 2 haunt u
there they lie

the falseness
the sorrow
the miseries inside
waitin 2 haunt u
till u die

Mutated

Genitically mutated
my life lies in darkness
surrounded by shadows
never wishd to expore

genes re mutated
by th darker times of th life
never same
but never sane again
rises another

made by th darkness
& th anger
oblivious 2 no future
layin there as we breathe
waitin 4 th nt 2 fall
to ride with his steed
hallowed by anger
fuked by pain

waiting to kill
waitin 2 die
waitin to haunt u
till u can defy

Blood Wars


feelin the wrath
boiling inside
ragin the war
yelling i go
running 2 die

die with hounour
the life we lead
immoral fools
yet fuked up fleets
die 2 clean the red stained floors

blood stained swords
red blood we swoon
slaughterin the men playin with the boon
boon 2 kill boon 2 breed
boon 2 like the demon within
stronger ur body
stronger ur soul
yet one day
we have 2 die
die a brutal death
swords drawn inside the hearts
still beatin wounded .....blood stained the sword
where rains flows down
in darkned maroon

the blood in ur veins
starts to burn
feelin the body shiverin n ern
ernin the sins we thought we'd cleaned
Dimmu Borgir - The Serpentine Offering

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Existence of the ONE
As far as heaven
Deep down 2 hell
Searched 4 the truth
Like countless lost souls
That seduced the faces
Of the untold world


So dark the truth
It might’s the race
So true the form
Beheads the scenes
That lead 2 the trace


As I think more
The less I can feel
I can feel my body numb
Eyes begin to seal
As I lay there thinking
In what oblivion will I lie?
When I finally drink the graveyard soil


Thinking of the tomorrow
That never existed
Feeling the presence
What never could be made?
Such is our life
Like the air we breathe



Untold was the truth
Unfolds this way
As a darkness
In the peak of may ~~~
Shadows all blurry
Life’s start to sway
Till there is this...
This nothingness
Left in the way
But are the corpses
Of the men who believed
SomeONE ever existed


Such is the existence
Of the So called GOD
False as the chariots that take us above
False hopes..False cries
Till one day
All hopes die
And nothing left to realize
But the darkened truth of the burning eye
That resides in every black blood in the heart
Each one of them
Screams aloud
"There is no one there
Just the devil
Who resides
Not down
But in the hearts of heaven"
Darkned Thoughts n Emothions
Drawing the blood thru my veins
Feeling so Faithless widout the pain
The sorrow ~~the misery ~~ the truth
waiting i bleed with a rotting soul
Powered by life raped by truth
I lay in ur shadow wid concience torn
but yet
Whn thr is light i yt feel th darknes shadowin on me
A darkness so dark
tht neva will c th light again
Waitin 4 th light 2 shine again
4 eternity i wait by thy darknd mane
Waitin by th darknd church
Abusin u.........
Seatd abv & fukin u
Out of th life sedatin u
of all th power fillin ur hole
nt carin a shit wats lft in u
Return 2 the Darkness
Waitin in the darkness
Thoughts entwined
By dreams of death n homicide
Neva be4 have i been this way
The shadows of Darkness pull me in this way

darkness sets on me in such a way
neva should it see the light again
fellings n emotions fill my mind
but nothings left 2 feel or emotionalize
but the views of corpses n the swines
eaten by the animals of the night


yet again the feelings ride up my spine
2 kill as the insane inside
or get killed by the insane outside
the cynical thoughts of the world
currpt me in such a way
tht neva will i b the same tht way



thoughts harrowin in the mind
of nothingness inside
belevin every truth of this fukkin life
i ride on the bak of the dead horse
bak in2 the kingdom of darkness
where i reside
Death n destruction
fillin the world
gettin nowhere
wid the blood stained cum
the honour of the dishonourd
the death of the immortal
everthin can b sold
4 tht taste of power
the power tht rises
frm the minds
numbin within the sinners lie
liein on the deathbed again we sell
the truth we had in the darkned mind
deep down within the spine
chills die
hearin the voices of the sandman cry


the darkned souls light up
with each puff we take
each puff of leaf flowin in the vein
cynical battles
our cells do fight
wid the nicotine ragin WAR inside
shiver run down
the chillin spine
neva be4 do dead men die
but death itself is death defiled
immortalisin the oblivion we flow
towards the hell bak 2 the doe

Introduction

HAilz ppl
Im juss making this blog 2 backup wat i have ritten n wat i will rite

up 2 u 2 read it or not

*Devine Darkness*



Darkness is spread across the centuries
I juss get it all 2gether ........